Who needs Life Balance Anyway?

My Life as a Pie

My Life as a Pie

Life Balance.

We talk about it.

We read about it in our struggle to achieve it.

And we think about it

Way, way, way too much.

If anything in our life is off-balance.

We know it.

But if we achieve it? What would this really look like?

Would we suddenly wake up happy and fulfilled every day?

These are some questions I have been asking lately because guess what?

I think I’m there.

A few months ago I wrote about going back to work, and one of my biggest fears was that I’d be spread too thin. That I wouldn’t be able to do anything well.

Or Perfect.

And I’d just have to sit back and settle for “good enough”.

As I think back to my concerns then, and where I am now, I realize I was wise to worry, because that’s what my life is like today.

Over the last few months I have come to the conclusion I had no idea what reaching life balance even meant!

Do you?

When you think about life balance, what is your definition? 

A few months ago, I thought of it as a product of splitting my time.

Of setting priorities on what’s important to me, and checking off the to-do list each week to make sure everything is accomplished.

And by that definition, I’m a glowing sucess!

This week for example:

  • Work- Conference call and marketing plans.
  • Parenting- Drove kid back and forth to school. We chatted. Took walks. Did homework.
  • Friends– had an awesome lunch with my friend, and morning walk with another.
  • Husband–date night this week!
  • Health/ Exercise- strength training for 25-30 min. each day and an ave. of 12m steps. Sleep- 7-8 hours most nights.
  • Writing? Well no…we’ll talk about that later…
  • Volunteering. taught Four Winds science session to my son’s class.
  • Reading? Tana French’s new novel. Lord of the Rings book 3 and the new Heroes of Olympus w/family.

Hmm, anything else?

Ah yes, there are family dinners with homemade meals. Dealing with a half-dozen+ household pets and decisions related to a bathroom remodel. Laundry, cleaning….

On the surface, I really have it all! People might think:

She works! She hangs with friends! She keeps fit! She is a parent. Part of a successful marriage! Volunteers! Keeps the household afloat!


Well. No. It doesn’t seem to work that way.

Here’s what I have noticed instead:

If you see me in passing and want to chat?

Huh? Who are you again, and where am I?

I’m Jittery. Unfocused. Forgetful. Dropping things. Second-guessing decisions I have made.

If someone asks how I am, I either have nothing to say because I can’t even formulate a state of being until I have settled down a bit more, or end up in a psycho-babble that ends in random, impossible-to-follow tangents.

Caught in the middle of a transition.

Just because I’m splitting my time evenly to fit everything into a perfect little life/balance pie, it doesn’t mean spiritually, mentally, I have the ability to keep up!

This particular issue has invaded my brain for the last few months, one of the reasons I had to take a little break from writing. I didn’t plan it. I have just been too confused as to how to solve the problem, I didn’t need one more project, a set writing goal, to stratify each day even more.

And I also just learned I haven’t been allowing myself any breathing room to come up with anything remotely creative…

A few weeks ago, my husband came home from a trip with a new book: The Organized Mind, by Daniel J. Levintin. He left it on the coffee table, I’m guessing with the hope I might read it and find a way to eliminate the piles of paper and clutter so we can have an organized house.

Instead, as I flip through various chapters, it’s helping me understand this so-called “balance” isn’t what it’s cracked up to be.

Unknowingly, I had been defining my life-balance success in terms of my ability to multi-task.

By my ability to accomplish all the priorities on my smartphone to-do list with a nice little check at the end of each day.

And that’s not helping me much. Because inside, I don’t even remotely feel like a success.

According Levintin:

Multitasking is the enemy of a focused attentional system

he says:

We can’t truly think about or attend to all these things at once, so our brains flit from one to another, each time with a neurological switching cost. The system does not function well this way.

I have been loving the fact I have flexible hours for work, and do so from home. But I have not made clear boundaries between work and home. Even when I’m not working, I’m consistently checking email to make sure I am “there” if anyone needs me.

And when I’m working, I may flit back and forth between the plumber or electrician or decisions on the bathroom. And then my mom sends another email about decisions related to a trip in June, and now it’s time to put on the parent hat and pick up Brett from school…

Levinton also states:

It takes more energy to shift your attention from task to task. It takes less energy to focus. That means that people who organize their time in a way that allows them to focus are not only going to get more done, but they’ll be less tired and less neurochemically depleted after doing it.

Daydreaming also takes less energy than multi-tasking. And the natural intuitive see-saw between focusing and daydreaming helps to re calibrate and restore the brain.

Multi-tasking does not.

He quotes a professor at UC Irvine, Gloria Mark, who said:

Multitasking by definition disrupts the kind of sustained thought usually necessary for problem solving and for creativity.

She explains: Multi-tasking is bad for innovation. 10 1/2 minutes on one project is not enough time to think in-depth about anything. And that creative solutions often arise from allowing a sequence of altercations between dedicated focus and daydreaming.

This is where the light bulb finally went off: finally a logical explanation for why it has taken me two months to write a single post!

By attending to too many different priorities, all at once, with no specific organization to my day, I’m wasting energy. I’m not allowing myself enough time to focus 100% on anything.

And by not “allowing a sequence of altercations between dedicated focus and daydreaming”

My “neurological switching cost” or trade-off, has been:


As you can imagine, I have some work to do, and will start by challenging myself to a few new goals over the next few weeks. They are:

  • Start each day by blocking out specific work hours and abide by them.
  • Check email and social media only at specific times so I’m not weaving in and out of completely different subjects, dividing my attention.
  • Unless it’s the school on the caller I.D., no answering the home phone during work hours.
  • Plan for time between transitions: Just that 20 minutes to veg out and listen to music, take a walk outside, or just do anything that clears my mind, before switching through my work/life balance wheel, to help keep the creativity alive. So by the time I do get there I can be: Present. And ready for what’s next. Instead of confused and disoriented.

This is going to be hard. Today’s work and social environment and the fact that texts and emails follow us wherever we go, make communication from all areas in our life tough to ignore.

And who knows where I’ll find space in my day for extra transition time.

But I’ll give it a whirl…

I don’t want to float through life going from pie slice-to -pie slice like clock-work, thinking this is what life-balance is all about.

If I’m not able to really enjoy where I am, or feel I’m even successful in my ability to participate, who needs balance anyway?

Do you find you have so many competing priorities swerving in and out of focus each day?

Do you have tips that help you transition through your work/life balance wheel?

Would love to hear your thoughts and stories, as you can see, I’m a work in progress!

19 thoughts on “Who needs Life Balance Anyway?

  1. Actually, I try to do as little as possible. Sounds negative, but I find I can do one or two things well in a timeframe of days, e.g. a week, than many things. It might mean the thing I need to do doesn’t get done for a month, but it will get done. The danger here, is that it’s close to procrastination and I’m not always good at telling them apart.

    • Thanks so much, you always have good advice. I think it’s time to pare down. Funny how we as a collective mass society think we want things, then once we get there, we are scratching our heads going “why?”. Nothing solves all problems, and even when one is solved, others creep up that we make us reassess….I think the way you do it, thoughtful waiting is much, must better than “procrastination”….thanks so much as always for your support 🙂

    • And we would never, never want to eliminate any of those slices on that pie…but boy would it be nice to figure out how to manage it without turning into a crazy-person! Seems there’s a lot to learn on how to manage it all though, instead of eliminating. I’ll try it first and we’ll see 🙂 Thanks so much for leaving a note Cathy–so glad you like reading!

  2. OH, Robin…again and again and AGAIN we are on the same wavelength at the same time. I have been wondering about your writing (I think I was going through post withdrawl), worrying about mine at the same time (nonexistent, thank you), and also re-assessing these same exact questions over the last month or so. I’ve contemplated giving up FB for an extended time (except for my planned weekly posts to my LifeBeats page), making a list of things I do every week and seeing what else I can slash out, and also trying to figure out which “me” things I’ve been trying to fit in are really serving me well and deeply (as opposed to just getting me “out” or “out of my regular life” for a while). Last week, I actually found this quote: “It’s worth remembering…that ‘busy is a decision’ — one we constantly make, and often to our own detriment.” And it really made me think, OH LORD (uh-oh) and at the same time, YESSS. Powerless, but powerFUL, as in I could make the DECISION how I wanna do this. And no one’s gonna get hurt, no one’s gonna suffer, my employer will still think I’m fantastic, and my husband and kids will probably still love me. Hm.

    So yeah, I’m right there with ya…I haven’t made my “list” yet…and I do see the irony (in me, and in you) that we are making LISTS about how to balance lives that feel caught in bullet points rather than a flow… 🙂 Hopefully we can get there together. (And by the way, can you contact me on the side to talk? I think it’d be good for us to help each other regularly.) 🙂

    • Tina, thank you so much for what you added here. You are spot on: There’s this feeling that we need to be so well-rounded. Our kids need to be so as well. And so we just say YES to everything, make it a goal and drive ourselves crazy in the process of making it happen! I think that is what I was doing w/writing–thinking I was failing if I wasn’t able to pull something together every 2 weeks, then 3 weeks, and then I missed a one month and the bells went off, like oh no, does that mean I quit? Failed? I think it just means goals need to be reassessed…I LOVE that you said you missed my posts though! That makes it all worthwhile. And have said it before but think you need to write too! Maybe you should and I”ll post here?? Just a thought. Would love to touch base more often about this on the side–we are connected in so many ways I’ll contact you and we can decide where!

  3. THANK YOU!! So great to read this, Robin. THis is my first full week back at work and am I ever struggling. At work, I flit between writing and work-writing, but never really seem to get either done or to be able to focus on either. Meanwhile at home, I’m trying to carve out more writing (i.e. “me” time) but then getting annoyed when my family interrupts me or wants a piece of me, because I feel I have no piece to give.
    Your post is also interesting because I discovered on my time off that I can’t multitask. At all! And now I know that it’s not a failing. I didn’t really feel it was, but people put such value on the ability to multitask that by embracing the fact that I really can’t I felt defensive. I probably still will because that’s just me, but at least I have the facts and opinions above to remind me I’m on the right path.
    So, what can I do? I think I will try to set aside a piece of time when I first arrive at work for my creative writing. And again at lunchtime. And maybe 2 nights a week at home. The rest of the time I will have to focus on work or family and see how I go. I really want to write when I want to write and I get frustrated when I can’t, but I will have to cut it down so that the other parts of my life don’t suffer.
    Thank you – again – for this enlightening and very timely post. We’re all in this together 🙂 xo

    • SL thanks for your great comment–I was thinking of you this week wondering if this new schedule started. Sounds like we are indeed in the same boat! I keep looking at the list going, no, but I don’t want to stop that, or that, or that…but you are right, it’s going to come down to “reasonable” amounts of time spent, and when, on each but trying not to be “caught in the transition” is the part that gives me pause, because that’s where we get a little resentful, and possessive of our time, that keeps us from feeling the benefits of keeping it all afloat. It’s so tough! I’m so glad you made it through your first full week and hope next week goes much better–will be in touch with you soon!

  4. Robin, as always, I enjoyed your post. While I’m not struggling with a work-life balance issue, I am working through a “next chapter of my life” quandry, with my daughter now in college and I’m now interested in changing gears professionally. Two things have REALLY helped me and I think they may also help you: 1. Getting enough sleep 2. A daily “centering” activity, such as a walk in the woods or yoga. I opt for the woods for many reasons, but chief among them is the daily reminder that I’m connected to and part of something much bigger. It helps keep my challenges in perspective. Thanks again for taking the time to pen your thoughts!

    • Denise, thanks so much for your comment–you are right, both make a huge difference. I have been working on the sleep component but sometimes it’s so tough: I am so conflicted because the tradeoff with sleep is usually time alone to chat w/my husband after my son goes to sleep (and so that check mark on the balance wheel gets left blank!), so lately have been working on staggering that. I was thinking about the “time in nature” part too, as that’s important to me also, but seems I have been in the mindset of that fulfilling the exercise goal but not necessarily the one that helps with creativity and daydreaming–and now that I know this, I think I’ll be looking at this time a little differently. Good luck to you on your next chapter! I look forward to hearing more about your journey! hugs!

  5. Hey Robin! Thanks for your article. Over this next month I will have a lot of things changing in my life. I have been a little bit nervous….or rather more scared about what they are going to entail. This article gave me some perspective. I am going to try to focus on the most important things and do it by focusing on one thing at a time.

  6. Hi Robin! Thanks for the interesting read about creating balance in our lives and multi-tasking. You always offer a thoughtful perspective! That book sounds very interesting! I wonder if I had heard that author on NPR. I can totally relate to that jittery feeling of running from one activity to another. It doesn’t lend itself well to writing for me. I find that if I am writing, I cast practically everything aside and then try to catch up (in a frenzy) a week later, when my writing is complete. Bits and pieces just don’t work here. And now I am more clear about why! Best of luck to you and you make adjustments in managing your time!

    • Hi Karen, so great to hear from you! I really appreciate the comment. I always hope working through my issues at least helps a few others too. So often we just do-what-we-do, even if it isn’t working for us, without stopping to think it doesn’t have to be this way. I personally don’t feel “busy” is a badge of honor like so many people today. This part about trading creativity for focus–wow, I have been wondering about that forever, since I first graduated from college and went into Marketing. As soon as I learned I was a numbers person, all my visual art skills, something I had from an early age, kind of dried up, and now, here again with shifting back to work and writing. I’m so hoping this helps! And you probably did hear him on NPR–I’ll have to search for that and give a listen. And also finish the book–there’s the part about “organizing the home” I haven’t read that’ll make the husband happy…he’s still waiting for those big piles of paper to go away so we can find things!

  7. I can completely relate. In fact, I’m able to work at home most of the time as well but recently realized that I really need to just go into the office or else I flit from home stuff to work stuff too much. I think the idea of focusing on just one thing at a time makes complete sense although it does feel like we’re “doing” a lot by multitasking… I look forward to reading about how this works for you. I’ll try too and thanks for this today!

    • Thank you so much for your comment Kristi. I forced myself to stop working one day last week at about 2:20, from focused excel work, and gave myself about 10 minutes transition time. I typically turn on the news but this day, I turned on music. Walked out on the deck. Stretched. Cleared my head a bit, and then went to pick up my son (avoiding news like I normally listen to, and listened to music). Have to tell you, the jitteries were much, much better. I felt more grounded, more like myself and ready for the next part of my day thanks to that. But, I think I need to stretch it to about 20 minutes and will try that this week. Have been less successful so far on focusing and not multi-tasking but will tackle this new challenge this week because have a lot of work to accomplish! Will keep you posted!

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